This is SOOOOO me!

 I realized a long time ago that I do not take compliments very well. I am used to people being in a competition or being jealous of what little I have, that they will make fun or put me down. When I get a compliment, I truly do not know how to react. In the rare cases that I have someone take up for me...I nearly panic because that feeling is so unknown to me that I feel strange. I appreciate them and I do not want them to stop, but I feel weird knowing that they are doing it. So...thank you to those that have been nice to me...and I am sorry if I acted weird. :)

 

So true

 

When we are dealing with a person, we often times find ourselves wondering just how important we really are to that particular person. If they can find time for everyone else, but not you...then is sad to say you do not rank high on their list of important people. It is hard to realize this, but once you do you can start to move on with your life. With all that is going on with his trial on TV...this picture of Depp really reminded me of how I have been treated in the past. I will not say that Depp is completely innocent, but I can relate to some of his past encounters. I can also say that I know exactly how it feels to not be important to those that SHOULD hold you as being important in their lives. Do not let someone belittle your self worth. Just because they do not hold you as being someone that is important to them, does not mean others will not. There are plenty of people that will realize just how special you are and they will appreciate you when others will not. 

I am free.

I've never been one to compete. When I played any kind of competitive game with my friends...I enjoyed their company more than winning. In life I've always wanted people to succeed. I've always said I was a chameleon when it comes to those around me...if they are happy...then I tend to be happy. If they aren't happy... It reflects on my mood. The flip side of that is...I don't care what others think of me. Sure I don't want to be hated, but at the same time... I'm not going to suck up to someone just to get them to like me. I'm a weird person I guess. 

Love this

Seriously

This is me whenever someone asks for a picture. I'm MUCH more comfortable behind the camera than in front of it. I think most photographers feel that way...I guess we are mostly introverts.  When I get asked for an pic...my first response is...why?  It's not Halloween. Lol

Sigh

Seriously...one of my favorite things in the world is to sit and watch the night sky and to have someone that liked to do it to...would be a blessing.

I love my wall.

In another life...this is what I wanted.

I am blessed more than I deserve.

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Sadly...this is too common.

:)

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